Another week down!
Its been a really busy week here in Clovis and Sister Oswald and I have
been striving to work harder than ever, I feel like its starting to pay off! We
started out the week with the nagging feeling that there was something that we
weren't doing, that we were missing something, but for the life of us we
couldn't figure it out. So we prayed. This experience is just one of many that
has helped strengthen my testimony that God is listening and waiting for us to
ask for help. Because just the next day was our district meeting and we got the
answers we were seeking. Sister Oswald and I are extremely similar, therefore we
get along fantastically, but we don't have those opposite strengths to balance
eachother out haha. Our weakness has been not being bold enough, and just
playing it safe. By being bold, I mean explaining to people our purpose as
missionaries, and following the spirit exactly, even if its hard. We have seen
incredible miracles since focussing on striving to help people understand our
purpose and to show the love we have for others by our words and actions. We
have set higher goals, and have faith that Heavenly Father will help as achieve
them.
Something I was really concerned with this week, was am I making a
difference? I thought to myself about what I am doing, who I am seeing, and if I
am leaving an impression. I felt a fear that people wouldn't remember who I am,
not because I want to feel important, but because if I am not leaving an impact,
what am I teaching, or doing? I prayed for help with this. Low and behold that
day a wonderful member of the ward we were visiting was extremely thoughtful and
gave me a beautiful scarf to keep! (anyone who knows me knows how much I love
scarfs!) it touched my heart that she felt compelled to show me that she
appreciated my efforts as a missionary. Later the same day, I had another member
tell me that I am making a difference. More and more experiences have occured
that show me that its the little things we do that impact people the most. We
may not even know that we are affecting others, but we are. I am so blessed to
be out on a mission, serving Heavenly Father by helping people come closer to
the Savior. I don't feel like I need a constant reminder that I am doing good,
but I do think that by being more thankful to Heavenly Father and looking for
these miracles that happen everyday, that I can see the good that is around me.
My challenge, remember how God has touched your life each day, look for
ways He has helped you, even during a difficult time. See the flowers growing
through the cracks in the pavement ( I saw God today). Also, look for ways to
help others, and you will ultimately grow in love for those around you, and this
will help you find more peace and comfort than you knew you could have.
I wish I could write more, but I am so greatful for all those who are
writting me! It makes my Monday when I get to read them : ) Love you all!
Sister Hall
Ps. Fun note * I saw
my first cochraoch this week. sick haha. Well gotta go. Have a great
week!!
More pics to come next week.
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